"so here's the nervous start to this long and twisted love song..

this one's for you baby."


a conscience so clear - raising awareness of possible failure
he'd never be yours, too good for you girl
keep your head up high and keep on dreaming
(go on keep on dreaming)

there were moments you'd pray for his attention
although embarassment always got the best of you
but you could never let your guard down and tell him his worth
you never let it show
cos' you're too afraid you'd blow it (don't wanna blow it)

one day it came to the final, couldn't hold back any longer
a little note that opened your heart to his eyes
his response so subtle yet exactly what you wanted
a new beginning from there on
it lifted you up cloud high
(time to believe, believe it's real)

a smile from ear to ear,
i told you every broken heart mends
it's safe to say he's yours now and never let go
(promise i'll never let go)

I see no justice here,
All I see is pain and shame.
Letting her worry, knowing she's scared,
Just to think, all it was, was a boy being dared.
The little stick proved the chaos, Positive.
To her life.. It's a loss.
A loss of freedom, innocence and youth.
Unfortunately no one will ever know the truth but us few.
Her nearest and dearest will always be here to guide her through.
Life isn't easy for this sweet hearted girl,
Her smile as precious as any pearl.
Let her be safe from harm,
Until this episode is over there shall be no calm.
When will he be punished for his foolish deads,
A supporting man is all she needs.

Doesn't it show in my pain-filled eyes?
You know the very words I despise,
Saying 'it doesn't matter' isn't a disguise.
Please think before you speak my dear,
You know exactly how to make me weak my dear.
My heart is given to you for one reason,
You give me one of those blushing smiles,
Make me feel so warm inside, extremely special,
Making me rise to a whole new level.
But in other cases, it brings me to tears,
You leaving is one of my greatest fears.
Please don't sound as if I'm a disappointment.
Let it be a movie script ending?
My heart isn't only for lending.
Talk is cheap, but evil is cheaper,
Please don't bother digging deeper.